Staying Creative

Every minute passes with sadness and joy The koi in the pond Will dance to this song Loving and laughing The fabric of all A magical call It's a tragedy balancing masterpiece We get to have a peek Centered in apathy now Nowhere I'd rather be Than right where I am God where I stand Ohhhh, it's the beauty of the sorrow, yeah Ohhhh, if it's new than you and I know Feelings we wrestle with but they will never win Sitting with sadness so that we can dance again All I ever wanted was to go home That's where my heart's been for so long Many questions I could ask about Who, what, when, where But we already been there Done that, farewell In the stairwell, one step at a time I felt like I was losing my mind It's all jealousy, insecurities Feeling like what hell could be And many other things Instead of being free I was stuck and running Never move an inch but still huff and puffing Nothing but myself can save me from it And today I found the strength It was simple, I just write it on the page It's really nothing to be sad about It's really nothing when it's joyful now It's really nothing but it's all around We call it life, we die, and we do it again No fun when it isn't new No sun if you forget the moon This dance is so beautiful Feelings we wrestle with but they will never win Sitting with sadness so that we can dance again All I ever wanted was to go home That's where my heart's been for so long