Lost Direction

I felt the storm With the wind Through my skin tearing me So, so far away Near to dark days with the cold Of a winter day Then I washed my face WTF is going on? How I've been able to take this? I lost the direction Wondering... Is it better to please than our own welfare? I'm falling backwards from above Tasting the sweet flavour of the death Screaming to feel something Read my hand, now what it says? How many times You won't listen before bottom comes? But I'm quiet nothing could be worse I think it's a great chance to start again So I burned the rest WTF is going on? How I've been able to take this? I lost the direction Wondering... Is it better to please than our own welfare? Close the door Time to change this Cut the noose to stop the wound Taste the death [Cut the noose] Taste the death [To stop the wound] I'm falling backwards from above Tasting the sweet flavour of the death Screaming to feel something Read my hand, now what it says