Paradise

Locked inside mental w no key Trapped onna edge and I feel it sloping Why do others bother when I know it's evy Equal to imposters you just can't be OB M's inna future I trust my instincts X pills in my head I can't overthink Plus none of these girls just want me for me B's all in my bed but im incomplete Got lost in my head Threw up in the sink She lost in this world Don't know what to think Could she be my girl Control alt delete I'd give you the world Show you everything The diamonds and pearls Sublime wedding ring The lies in my head Its all on repeat I'm already dead I saved you seat I know the nice things Just aren't meant for me You take on the dread I blamed you for me Its all in my head My lies on repeat That ill be okay That ill live the dream But what if those things Just aren't meant for meee Its all in my head Don't know what to think The tears that you shed Pushed you to the brink You're trapped on the edge And I'm bout to sink Be my juliet Cuz im feelin weak Let's take on the end Its just you and me I'm not forcing it You don't have to leave But know that for me its just destiny I fought everything I bobbed when they weaved I tasted defeated Made it to the peaks I blooped in some bleeps I swoshed and I sminked But I'll be okay Cuz I lived the dream I'm not giving up I'm just finishing