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Why would there be comfort in solitary frozen beds Changing at the airport so I knew I could jump ahead Practical importance from understanding jokes I read Never quite beginning the life I really want instead Instead Struggle, stable boy Trouble, fate enjoy Manikin depictions are telling what I want to do Breaking in the visions that still can be the next big new Holding out my hope of the possibility to be you Thought that I could do both but some things aren't really true It's true Struggle, stable boy Trouble, fate enjoy Instead of what I joined May one day be reborn Struggle, stable boy Trouble, fate enjoy Instead of what I joined May one day be reborn