Anxiety Attacks

Head in my room, heart in the crowd Why do you talk talk talk so loud My eye's wondering can't be found You talk bout me when I'm not around My four walls judge me, hate my guts They want my tongue they want more cuts But they still want my trust But how can I trust when It feels so perfect The carpets stainless When the blood taste so sweet And the knives aren't dangerous It feels so perfect The carpets stainless When the blood taste so sweet And the knives aren't dangerous Anxiety attacks My eyes are rolling back Into my skull, my razors dull From carving up my back Anxiety attacks My eyes are rolling back Into my skull, my razors dull My blood is turning black There's solace is gasoline, and kerosene A to Z and what's in between And cleaning my insides out Cleansing them with bleach From A to Z and what's in between From bloody noses to diamond ring My anxiety is watching me Cautiously it's exhausting From 6 in the morning to 9 in the evening I can't believe just what I'm seeing My reflection is just a mockery Of someone I was of someone I could be Don't look in my eyes when you're talking to me Don't get to close I've got anxiety I synapses lack connectivity I do not control my activity It feels so perfect The carpets stainless When the blood taste so sweet And the knives aren't dangerous It feels so perfect The carpets stainless When the blood taste so sweet And the knives aren't dangerous Anxiety attacks My eyes are rolling back Into my skull, my razors dull from carving up my back Anxiety attacks My eyes are rolling back Into my skull, my razors dull My blood is turning black