I COULD ASK FOR THE TRUTH BUT YOU LIE IN DUST

You can lay me to rest now I've given up Done with showing my best self The real has won Got a trophy on vinyl My brain is spun Once my tank was on full Now down to E-nough Getting clean got the lines out But stains are tough And the muscles will show that Self will's unjust Might be easy to say But what's done has crushed me I could ask for the truth But you lie in dust Came out chirping, hard to swallow As I sip on baby bottles Tied my shoes into a pot hole Think I'm trippin, now my tabs due When your problems turn colossal Getting used to this new costume Can I still be your apostle I don't even fucking know you Well I still love you, and in part I hate you Sour on my tastebuds, but deep down I'm still grapefruit I mean I'm grate full Like the cheese filled up the plate And now I can't tell you from cartoons Hope you find yourself soon Honesty Is getting on my nerves Nobody can tell the truth Honesty It isn't even hard The lies are what will burry you You can lay me to rest now I've given up Done with showing my best self The real has won Got a trophy on vinyl My brain is spun Once my tank was on full Now down to E-nough Getting clean got the lines out But stains are tough And the muscles will show that Self will's unjust Might be easy to say But what's done has crushed me I could ask for the truth But you lie in dust You're not gonna get your lunch Because you're walking out of line And I don't think law is necessary Each their own is crime Respect and trust, when one is given One you gotta earn But both can be taken away Way faster than a sperm swims Turn in Loose ends Burn 'em Be grim Cut, trim Mourning Regret Break in Now somebody is leakin' They're not gonna keep your secrets When family's harmed and both our brother's seizing You're laughing Break your smile, what is real And do you even care When all that glitters might be gold That gold don't raise a hair Flexing over loving Who you've been with since the stairs From the bottom to the top Every day, then leave 'em bare In a bear trap What's that No cap Some rats Years since you Left that Flash back No sash Medal Of honor To who we Dub fathers Will teach you some But if you Take medals Off shelves and Pedestals, no fooling 'em I just wanted to make this song Because it seems impossible to talk to you Whenever I try to bring this up, you just smile And it's the ugliest smile I've ever seen Not ugly in how you look, but what I know is underneath What you're not saying If this is family Then why don't you just say it