Sober Thoughts

Can't be hiding from my past While it's nocking down my door I'm my own man Gotta fight my wars Tryna better how I'm living Feeling fine For as long as I'm gon reek Shove the mess under the bed Know that cup will overfill But a trail of sober thoughts Always take me back to Rome 6 speed Driving like its stolen 120 on the board Chuck the cigi out the window Shift down Doing plenty Roll the window Feeling the wind flooding the cabin Need no win to be happy Just this speed for me and that's it Light my spliff Been feeling numb again. Girls they come and go But I've still yet to find that love again Now I'm stuck inside capsule Reminiscing of the days before you vanished Learned that time is of a value When you with someone you cherish But that clock struck 0 Now you live another life So do I but I wonder Past the rain and the thunder Could I still love another Know I tried but I stumbled Know I tried Know I tried Know I tried but I stumbled. Past the rain and the thunder Could I still love another Know I tried Know I tried Know I tried but I stumbled Know I tried Know I tried Know I tried Look I don't need no love Imma run it solo give a f*ck who running with me dawg Just spitting in this microphone Hope they listing cause lately I've been tryna blow Rep no district but we chill with everybody tho Love long and f*ck war If I must choose a side Then I'm a ronin on his journey Who long forgot about a god Yeah my style raw But Imma smack down a verse on anybody song Leave a trail of bodies in the making Ain't no saving foes Tho I've been living in a daydream Sometimes I wonder if I'll make it another week I reek now but must admit The good high had been a myth Can't sleep now might roll a loud Just spitting cause I like it ain't no contest for the fucking crown I'm just playing Don been rhyming for the sport Find one like me round my pals' street that's unlikely Can't let no sepian undermine me Days I find pressure just frightening To live a normal, sober, no speeding heart broken life Bet I might as well just bend over Cannot catch a rider Imma mad chauffer Please do step up to me Try get my land over Could give a f*ck if you packing This mic I could never hang up Don Carter in the building motherfuckers back up