Easier to Say You Didn't

Crashed my car again Everything you said mattered to me Crash my car and hit my head So maybe now you'll see me And I don't want to say these things But I can't stand the thought of you Not standing the thought of me I'll just shut my eyes and dream Of a life where I matter to you And I know you do But you spent those two years not thinking of me And I know you did but it's easier to say you didn't Shut my eyes and count to ten So I don't think of it again And I swear I'm not going to do it But, sometimes I wish I was dead Because then you'd think of me And thats all I've been asking from you And I know you did but it's easier to say you didn't See the thing is, I don't think I got an answer from you And the thing is, I don't think that I could ever hate you But I want to