Happy for You

Well, it's been a year now And I'm right back where I started I know I have time to talk now But do I have time to be rewarded? How can't I see that we weren't meant to be? Why do I start to crumble into parts? When will I say, "remember this day"? And who could be happy for me When I can't be happy for you? Well she's facing front now Waiting to be my only one I know I have none to say now But when I'm alone, to me, it's normal How can't I see, that you were setting free? Why does it hurt far much more than her words? When do I pay to start feeling okay? And who could be happy for me When I can't be happy for you? All that I try is much more than words provide All that I do is f*ck up and stay inside How can't I see that I was meant for me? Why do I care, you weren't even there? When does it all allow me just to fall? And could you be happy for me? I think that I'm happy for you