Blue

I close ma eyes n I hit my cart N All this shit tearin me apart Depression's now my new obsession Cannot handle all this tension Make me feel this warm inside Make me feel like I'm alive But my cuts keep bleeding through N mah blood, it turns blue I'll pop these pills untill I flatline I hit this bong till I soar up high I'll cut my wrists till I bleed a lake N I'll fill my veins till I'm not awake Cant leave this place I've built There's no escape from all the guilt Bleeding out I push and strain N it starts all over again