Crashing Waves (feat. Brooke Doan)

Irrelevant and measuring all the mess I'm in Testing me, I failed to see But one more reason to request a minute or two Tickin, tickin' time bomb Speculating on what I'm high on I know you're judging me Look to the past sayin let bygones be bygones Man don't die on me yet The future's brighter, looking to the present Saying if weeds what I rely on I accept Cuz if I'm waking up hate no love Ain't a chance of a trace a dust Left from angels or angel dust Only answer is making love And I'm noticing overseas is my Home to be, honestly I'm just Seeking to honor me, gotta be Can't erase it, make it go away Complacent, hate it Tainting the letter"C" now Crashing waves can't run I try'd to Can't escape water's getting higher Won't you stay turn my back and I'm blind to you How much can you take you're the snake but I'm the liar Crashing waves (can't escape) can't run I try'd to (get away) Can't escape (can't escape) water's getting higher (get away) Take me away (take me away) Do as I say, not as I do Cause if you do just what I say You may escape the vice that'll leave you preyed on Not today but trust, it'll wait Just enough time to find yourself wanting love Fine I'll find some in the bottom of some red wine I told you ten times But you doing what I do not what I say I pray you find your own shine Under the light of the moon Not the kind that is proof The proof is in my own life So I'ma take away that moonshine Oh my, oh my God he ain't here is he Cause he chiefing on the job Made in his image, please Must be an alcoholic, cause These tendencies will be the end of me This hennessey was hella cheap My friend got it meaning it was hella free Didn't pay a fee so it better to be here For when I need, waiting on my knees Not to pray and miss him but to kick it With a pot to piss in Vomit on his sweater already I forgot to listen, got to get it out But this time please don't get it on the couch This is my parents house don't make a sound Bitch you better clean it now, how? Wondering if they saw how well I'm endowed when I blacked out Steady spending it already it's not even funny I looked at my soul in the mirror And I'm not talking about money honey, let's run it back Funny, want it but can't control it Can't deny, complacently focused, hopelessly hoping I've been Bending the rules only slightly so don't deny me, I've been Fine with all the stress, often locked in and stalking the net Common law and my curtesy, found them dead in my bed Trying to urgently hury, see I don't remember what went Crashing waves can't run I try'd to Can't escape water's getting higher Won't you stay turn my back and I'm blind to you How much can you take you're the snake but I'm the liar Crashing waves (can't escape) can't run I try'd to (get away) Can't escape (can't escape) water's getting higher (get away) Take me away (take me away)