Caffeine

It starts here in the misery Of being what I don't want to be A long night so I double up And let it get the best of me A long drive at 2am Even longer when you're missing a friend That's when I'm back again But I guess I'm not alone Cause I've got Caffeine and anxiety To wake me up and put me to sleep Panic attack in the bathroom Is that all I'll ever be? It's been a year since I made a bet I haven't payed the piper yet It's my fault there's no questioning that Does it make it any worse? A strange man in the bathroom He says I look like I've got it down He doesn't know I can't breathe And I feel like I'm gonna drown When I've got Caffeine and anxiety To wake me up and put me to sleep Panic attack in the bathroom Is that all I'll ever be? The doctor hasn't said I have anxiety yet Its just another reason to keep it up instead I just want to know what's going on in my head That's something I've never said Is it too late for someone like me To right all the wrongs laying at my feet? I'll apologize at the mercy seat Cause the devils got a hold of me When I've got Caffeine and anxiety To wake me up and put me to sleep Panic attack in the bathroom Is that all I'll ever be Caffeine and anxiety They tell me how it's gonna be It's not my way to get sympathy Is that all they ever see? Is that all they ever see? Is that all I'll ever be?