Dead Seasons

Inhaling cigarettes Just to kill my loneliness I put myself under too much stress My life is one big mess I can't recognize who I use to be These dead seasons are killing me Drag me down as I lay for days Losing words I use to say Save me I can't recognize who I use to be These dead seasons are killing me Drag me down as I lay dead for days Losing words I use to say Isolation can take your identity Mental state has fallen cuz I crave only you (Only you) I'm too weak for speaking up I'm too weak with no spark in my life I'm too weak for speaking up I'm too weak for you