BITTERSWEET

(Control my mind) Welcome home Staying in my child Hood bedroom I don't know If this something That I can get through On my own I need someone Somebody to talk to About all the things that are on my mind It's been a whole year since I've had those thoughts Take an inventory of the blessings I've got My friends tell me they forgave and forgot Means so much all your love Maturity is something that I crave Finding it is tricky gotta stop to breath The only solution to feeling insane Is to getting on your knees to pray I don't have to hold on to this My past does not define me I know that I acted foolish But growing up is bittersweet Gets so hard To try to focus Or even notice If I moved at all Could I do this If I just spoke what truth is Standing tall On the shoulders Of someone bolder Getting easier to control my mind Take a minute and thank my God Take an inventory of the blessings I've got Never going back to being lost Means so much all your love Maturity is something that I need Finding it is tricky gotta stop to breath The only solution to being in pain Is raising your hands to pray I don't have to hold on to this My past does not define me I know that I acted foolish But growing up is bittersweet I opened my eyes he shined a light Showing me where I was supposed to go Now I've never felt more I opened my eyes he shined a light Showing me where I was supposed to go Now I've never felt more at home I don't have to hold on to this My past does not define me I know that I acted foolish (He shined a light showing me where I was supposed to go) But growing up is bittersweet I don't have to hold on to this My past does not define me I know that I acted foolish But growing up is bittersweet Now I've never felt more at home