DEAD DREAMS

(Dead dreams) Driving my car when its dark out No seatbelt on I don't wanna be smart now I want to scream every single lyric just to hear it Bounce back resonate with my past Changing the facts and I'm packing them back Bury them deep in the back of my brain Licking my fingers I put out the flame Water hit my windshield I love the rain Wait that's blood Told you to get out my way I hope that this is a dream Get me a glass cause I need a drink I need to splash some water my face I can get past that I'm a disgrace I used to have so many plans My futures my past now all that I have Are just my Dead Dreams Wake up in bad mood I'm aboutta attack you Shatter my mirror My opinions are too cruel Spitting too fast Just like Skrrt skrrt vroom vroom Criticize myself on everything that I do I just want to get rid of myself I just got get outta this hell All these dreams of me killing myself Wake up in a cold sweat I hate how I feel Maybe if I try I could be different So I start off like I'm on a mission Shoot my shot but I missed it Off by mile yeah I don't think I'm ever gonna hit it I need to shut up I don't need someone To get in my way I need a flame I don't need a girl I don't need a date I need to run I need my personal space Wake up in bad mood I'm aboutta attack you Shatter my mirror My opinions are too cruel Spitting too fast Just like Skrrt skrrt vroom vroom Criticize myself on everything that I do I just want to get rid of myself I just got get outta this hell All these dreams of me killing myself Wake up in a cold sweat I hate how I feel I feel like nobody knows me I feel like I am soldier My life is so violent Pile up bodies Demons chase after my mind Yeah Its so exhausting All my regrets I feel like I'm always depressed Learning on how to express All of my feelings I'm living the same day repeated Over and over and over again I have a goal that I'll never live up to A life that I chose where I never trust you Losing my hold on reality everything's fading around me I'm chasing the smoke Honestly honesty Its not for me When you're asking me If I could possibly Be somebody Some celebrity I'll make this simple no I don't really wanna be the best I don't really wanna be obsessed I don't wanna be somebody telling everybody that you gotta do this That you gotta do that if you really wanna live I just want to get rid of myself I just gotta get outta this hell All of these dreams of me killing myself And I Wake up in a cold sweat I hate how I feel I feel like nobody knows me