HYPOCRITE

My Momma said that she thinks I'm the best But I'd rather believe all the lies inside my head I try to look like I'm the perfect little kid So annoying wearing all these clothes that never fit You want to be friends I'm like nah nah nah This is just a means to the end When I reach it turn around and then I'll start again Never living life cause I'm too scared of my death When it comes to acting normal yeah I've always been a mess I can't even trust my mind Cause I don't act like Who I am inside no I can't wait till I'm done with this All of my regret I'm a Hypocrite I can't even trust my mind Cause I don't act like Who I am inside no I can't wait till I'm done with this All of my regret I'm a Hypocrite I never do what I think Unless it's all about me I get away with acting selfish And I won't take the blame Act like no ones felt this I'm an emotional being Pretend that I'm so helpless But I hate when people help me Stay away I can fight this on my own Even though I've lost control Ice cold fingers sliding slowly round my throat Wait now its too late the devils got a hold I can't even trust my mind Cause I don't act like Who I am inside no I can't wait till I'm done with this All of my regret I'm a Hypocrite I said that I was someone Not somebody else Bury a dead body I can't hide the smell Nobody will find me No I can't get out I think he heard me Cause My Heart it beat too loud Feelings inside of me I've got anxiety Calling me Kennedy Blowing my mind with these Thoughts of the ways I could stop All of the feelings i swear that I've got I need help turning this off Messages that I block All the pain that I flaunt Off the person I was But I hate who I've become I said that I was someone Not somebody else Bury a dead body I can't hide the smell Nobody will find me No I can't get out Can't get out Hypocrite