IGNORANCE IS

Ignorance is bliss I just wanna forget All of my problems and who I think I am Yeah I've had far too many heart breaks in this life Too many let downs I've had too many crimes I wish I could forget my past and move on but I'll survive if I look past all my monsters I get up in the morning and I avoid my mirror Forget what I look like so I've nothing to fear I used to be this cute little kid now I'm here Its crazy how much damage the devil can do in a couple of years Remember back when I was six life was like a dream Lately all I feel is sick sit in my room and I scream Can anybody hear me I just want to be free From this never ending nightmare of what I believe I find it comforting to act insane it makes sense To tell myself lies over and over again Maybe if I just try to act different my depression won't exist Thats probably why I'm in love with what ignorance is Ignorance is bliss I just want to forget All of my problems and who I think I am I don't know my place theres no where that I fit And it feels so good because ignorance is Ignorance is bliss I just want to forget All of my problems and who I think I am I don't know my place theres no where that I fit And it feels so good because ignorance is I can never truly get away It's all imbedded inside of my stupid brain Every choice that I've made every sin that I crave Every moment of defeat I have nobody to blame I let my failure be my defining quality Always wondering If people see me as a freak Why can't I find the true love that I need My lungs are broken so I can just barely breath I won't even let myself think of forgiveness I try to ignore the fact that I even did it Hating myself for everything seems fitting Living my life in a world of self pity So give me a minute I'll never stop till I'm finished I promise that I'm gonna fix this And I'm trying my best But all my words seem dishonest Lying to My mom and my father Please stop I swear that I got it Words in my mouth taste like vomit I'm sick Ignorance is bliss I just want to forget All of my problems and who I think I am I don't know my place theres no where that I fit And it feels so good because ignorance is Ignorance is bliss I just want to forget All of my problems and who I think I am I don't know my place theres no where that I fit And it feels so good because ignorance is I can never truly get away Nobody to blame