LONELY

(If I can't love myself) Yeah (What do I do) I'm so lonely My mind it haunts me I don't really feel like talking Probably why you're not calling What is my problem I'm so lonely Only thing on my mind is That I don't wanna be your problem For you I'll ignore you walking towards you Feels so wrong I don't really know why I write these songs No idea what's the price it cost To share my heart Yeah it's too dark To start to process All my thoughts I get so nauseous that I can't talk lock these thoughts up inside a box I can't tell you that I feel so wrong Like Cause nobody really knows me I guess that's probably why I feel so lonely Cause Everything means nothing Without someone to love me Fear is a feeling there's no use in running My mind is a ghost town Filled with loved ones I've let down If i can't love myself What do I do now Every single days a new level of pain But I'm too ashamed to be screaming I know your name but I'll never call it I'll empty my wallet before you'll be catching me crying I'm trying to show you I'm coping I'm scared of you tearing me open I'm frozen up I am not broke enough Hittin' rock bottom In hopes it'll change me So Maybe I'll open up I don't know Cause nobody really knows me I guess that's probably why I feel so lonely Cause Everything means nothing Without someone to love me Fear is a feeling there's no use in running My mind is a ghost town Filled with loved ones I've let down If i can't love myself What do I do now I guess that's probably why I feel