LOOSE CHANGE

It's the little things that hurt the most I'll stay awake I'll stay awake because I, I can't sleep With thoughts of you inside my head Got me worried that I'm still a mess And I can't find love because it's not an object But if it was than I've lost it Just like loose change in my pockets Losing my mind and I'm barely holding on I don't know myself cause I lost someone She tells me I'm too clingy She doesn't understand That I hate this lonely feeling I wish I didn't have So don't leave me sitting here all alone I know I told you I needed space I just couldn't handle hurting you seeing all of the confusion on your face So upset sometimes cause I treated you like you were an object I took all your trust and I just lost it Just like loose change in my pockets Oh God I feel like I'm lost Losing my mind and I'm barely holding on I'm useless without somebody to love I don't know myself cause I lost someone Why would you do that I never asked you to try to help me I don't need help I get so confused about what I want Real or fake love they all become one They say love is blind yeah well I think that's dumb we chase after fake feelings just so we don't feel numb I'm too broken to love No amount of fake stuff like fake hugs And trust I can never give enough My life isn't what I want Yeah It's all a mistake Everything that I cared for is gone Like Loose change