TEAR ME OPEN

Who am I, I feel like a poser What could I do just wanna get noticed Tell a lie I just wanna be lonely Inside could you tear me open I locked myself inside my room I like to play the fool I think I'm better all alone I don't like getting used Take a swim inside my misery The anger that ensues Take three deep breaths Drown myself inside the pool On the TV making news Theres a gunman in my room POP POP Just me blowing up balloons I just need a good excuse I just need to go to sleep Every problem that I have Is always bigger than I think Who am I, I feel like a poser What could I do just wanna get noticed Tell a lie I just wanna be lonely Inside could you tear me open Who am I, I feel like a poser What could I do just wanna get noticed Tell a lie I just wanna be lonely Inside could you tear me open Pound on my door but I stay silent On the outside I'm calm I'm quiet Open up my skull and see all the Nobody knows me I'm too good at hiding I need somebody that won't leave me alone I need a doctor or somebody that could possibly know Take a couple tests and help me diagnose where my energy goes Just skin and bones but I feel like I'm a ghost Maybe, I could, try a, little, harder But, I can't, even, push my, self any farther I, hear voices, scream, inside, my chest Tear me open so I can just put this all to rest Who am I, I feel like a poser What could I do just wanna get noticed Tell a lie I just wanna be lonely Inside could you tear me open Who am I, I feel like a poser What could I do just wanna get noticed Tell a lie I just wanna be lonely Inside could you tear me open