place (feat. Paranoid Americans & Monkey and the Permavirgins)

If I have to be here I might as well be with you It's been so long since I haven't hated you We spent so long here In this lovely place When we were lovers But now we're something new Taking a 6 hour car drive To see who we used to be You wear that shirt that I took a picture of you in You look so different, everything's faced We used to dance under the stars Ill fitting shirts and late night fights It's impossible to hate you now In this space I can't hate you now If I have to be here I might as well be with you It's been so long since I haven't hated you We spent so long here In this lovely place When we were lovers But now we're something new So there's this place I take all my friends there Its my favorite tree A huge old growth douglas fir It's in castle rock state park At the junction of the ridge trail and the saratoga gap trail If u wanna check it out its 37.227024, -122.103956 I want to take you there But I think You still hate me And when you talk to me now it's nothing I wanna hear In a situation where isolation was something I was near Every walking route to get down in the summer had you by my side The only other gay kid in town but the sun was in my eyes And then we had two more years high school and it Wasn't nice lookin back now You takin every chance to explain that you like guys To everyone around You attention seeking f*ck Seeking straightest guy in town You liar Your theater friends are gone now If I have to be here I might as well be with you It's been so long since I haven't hated you We spent so long here In this lovely place When we were lovers But now we're something new