Ego (feat. AwgJpimp, IsThatT & Marbie)

Don't wanna go cause I see sirens I'm all for peace I don't even believe in violence I don't stunt As real as they come Searching for peace not love Oh why why why Oh child I'm a soldier Wish I can live in my dreams if I could don't think they'll notice Up two-four but I'm still focused Think it's my ego Carter tell me to just keep going Don't think I f*ck with this damn song But they telling me that I'm dead wrong Taking one puff keep my head strong I feel like I'm stuck in a bad song Tryna get back on Say that they see the potential in me when I feel like they mad wrong Drive like a NASCAR I feel like I'm going faster I need to visit the pastor believe me You ain't see that I'm alright I ain't alright Yeah I feel like I'm going down I don't feel inside Can we go and watch the Saturn sunset If I do you right never tell you lies can we go beyond that If I need to end it all say I can't cuz I got faith Maybe a blunt a day a sterilize my pain I'm in a fucking maze tryna get up out this place Don't leave a fucking trace she wanna leave marks on my face Why why why Bye bye Say that shit a thousand times But you a never understand my pain Feel like I'm stuck inside this race Oh na na na na Oh na na na na Oh na na I done had doubts about it Ima need more than silence, how could they know I'm trying Stuck in the mirror writing these songs about you I know my worth without you I'm wrong inside dis shit just hurt my mind depression been eating me out I'm lonely now they say I'm lonely now the reaper been calling me out Oh why why why why why why why why Oh why why why why why why why why I try be the best man but the best man never wins in the end I know you tired of me it get frustrating can't communicate on my end I know I cry inside devils in me that's where he reside Reach out my arms somebody save me from the demons now you can't run how I'm on my own now momma I'm on my own now Papa i'm on my own now why wow Why why why Bye bye Say that shit a thousand times But you a never understand my pain Feel like I'm stuck inside this race Oh na na na na Oh na na na na Oh na na I pop these uppers when I'm feeling down But you had my heart it's in the ground And I don't know why baby it's so hard to leave this damn town Back and we forth we figure it out I don't know why you been calling me out Standing right on me don't make no sound Tell me you need me I'm needing it now Why does it have to be hard (No, no) And I end up taking this fall And we move on and this forever in turn Cause you light the fire right Gets perfect with time right In all of my mind I'm not the same anymore Because the shadows cast limelight I'm fearing for my life In the night time it's over I can't wait to be sober again Don't wanna go cause I see sirens I'm all for peace I don't even believe in violence I don't stunt As real as they come Searching for peace not love Oh why why why Oh child I'm a soldier Wish I can live in my dreams if I could don't think they'll notice Up two-four but I'm still focused Think it's my ego Carter tell me to just keep going Don't think I f*ck with this damn song But they telling me that I'm dead wrong Taking one puff keep my head strong I feel like I'm stuck in a bad song Tryna get back on Say that they see the potential in me when I feel like they mad wrong Drive like a NASCAR I feel like I'm going faster I need to visit the pastor