What I Need

Told you just what I need Need you to keep the peace Why you switch up on me Now it's just open seas Drowning pulled by my feet Silence is not my thing Feel real but it's a dream Praying so much and yes I'm blessed but still got dirty knees Back in the days when you ask and no one heard of me Nowadays I just complete tasks with the urgency I don't got nothing my love and pure energy Don't give a f*ck bout what it was or what's it's finna be And they just break all of yo trust then they wanna leave And I just end up by myself in the scheme of things I know some people needed help But why am I gone help if you don't think bout no one else These labels buying people just to put em on the self I been line leader just look forward thru these steps And shoutout all the people that keep workin never rest Just know that that time is coming keep that thing that's in yo chest And you know this shit be real you can feel it thru the texts Apart of me been killed it takes time to accept That's why I just been quiet left to figure out what's next And really I been stressed Told you just what I need Need you to keep the peace Why you switch up on me Now it's just open seas Drowning pulled by my feet Silence is not my thing Feel real but it's a dream Praying so much and yes I'm blessed but still got dirty knees Back in the days when you ask and no one heard of me Nowadays I just complete tasks with the urgency I don't got nothing my love and pure energy Don't give a f*ck bout what it was or what's it's finna be And they just break all of yo trust then they wanna leave And I just end up by myself in the scheme of things Just don't give up no matter what you goin thru I struggle myself One day imma really change the world wit none of y'all help Gave myself to different types of girls who only fa self Skip right to the part in life when we Don't owe no one else Seem like I apologize and they just go run and they tell You just be believing all the lies but there's more to that trail I feel like my life is really fueled off hurt and betrayal Repented for my ways but to you I look closer to hell Really changed my ways But to you I look closer to jail Investing my money instead you niggas posting a bail That's why ion hear it when you judge me I don't even care Most of y'all don't even really know but you taking it there I know bout g he movin quiet but you call him a square I know bout a girl who stuck on meth tryna deal with the stress Burnt all of her bridges but she still got a sister that's left She gone go down with her I can tell by the way that she wept Made me reconsider bout how our future goals could be met God just sent the signs he showed me that was apart of the test I just did my best n still I'm filled with a heart of regret Slidin round in dallas just to lay In the car where we slept No do not matter now but I still could never forget I can see the pattern now and we was just walking in sin I just wanna be at heavens gates where they welcome me in Swear this world so cold man I never know where to begin Going down this road shit I guess we gone see in the end Told you just what I need Need you to keep the peace Why you switch up on me Now it's just open seas Drowning pulled by my feet Silence is not my thing Feel real but it's a dream Praying so much and yes I'm blessed but still got dirty knees Back in the days when you ask and no one heard of me Nowadays I just complete tasks with the urgency I don't got nothing my love and pure energy Don't give a f*ck bout what it was or what's it's finna be And they just break all of yo trust then they wanna leave And I just end up by myself in the scheme of things