Brand New Urn

Brand new urn about to pour my mama ashes in I am not fake but sometimes I do pretend That everything good even though I'm hurting Still grieving hard got me soul searching Brand new urn about to pour my mama ashes in Took so many losses it's time to win Confessing all my sins hope the lord forgive After my prayer send it up Amen Brand new urn about to pour my mama ashes in Even though I'm never faking I do pretend That everything good even when I'm hurting Still grieving hard got me soul searching Brand new urn about to put my mama ashes in Reminiscing thinking back on memories When I was kid two hour drive to Orlando For some cheesecake then we hit Macy's just to shop Came back the same day I remember times you would smile said your son was handsome Wish you would've met my kids I won't get the chance to See yo face when I name my daughter Carmen Nieces remind me of you thats heartwarming You told me Pimping not easy but hoeing harder Boy you better work smarter never harder Even though you not waiter take my orders I know your little friends sell drug You bet not take no charges My words coming from the heart like an artery I'm in thoughts right so pardon me When my mama died part of me died with her She in heaven so a part of me gone fly with her You ever lost parent Cartier here with ya Hope u hear my words hope it lift ya spirit You ever lost parent Cartier here with ya Hope you hear my words hope it lift ya spirit Brand new urn about to pour my mama ashes in I am not fake but sometimes I do pretend That everything good even though I'm hurting Still grieving hard got me soul searching Brand new urn about to pour my mama ashes in Took so many losses it's time to win Confessing all my sins hope the lord forgive After my prayer send it up Amen Brand new urn about to pour my mama ashes in Even though I'm never faking I do pretend That everything good even when I'm hurting Still grieving hard got me soul searching Got me soul searching Got me soul searching Brand new urn about to pour my mama ashes in I am not fake but sometimes I do pretend That everything good even though I'm hurting Still grieving hard got me ok Brand new urn about to pour my mama ashes in Confessing all my sins hope the lord forgive After my prayer send it up Amen Still grieving hard got me soul searching Its a brand new urn