Half A Xan (insomnia)

Lately I been getting Sleep Courtesy of half A xan If I told what was on my mind Would you comprehend Would you sacrifice your whole life Just for Gods plan OK Insomnia Thinking bout my mama and shit Like what's my next move in life Is this good as this gets? Bullets that I've dodged call it mercy from God Life is getting better But it feels so hard Im Feeling empty Im Feeling like The Lord tryna tempt me Or test me that's right before he bless me Dreaming bout heaven That's why it's tatted it in my chest peace Or Is it the devil in disguise Through things that I desire Too many thoughts on mind Is my life finna expire? Cuz you never really know Mama died at 47 I got 20 years to go That's if I live to see it Reality is harsh my Soul crying out for Jesus Now im Thinking bout my nephew Thinking bout my nieces They would've had a cousin Abortion was the agreement Honestly is was 3 of From women I never speak of And Now a days It would be lame as f*ck if they speak up She extracted my semen, I contracted her demons Soul transmitted demons Some Different STD shit Keep up no sneak shit And please don't Ask me bout nobody You no longer see me with You never really know Ya know the moment truth Times really change As I reflect on my youth Time is being wasted If you ain using it wisely and these nights Im soul searching as That's why I find me I can never sleep through the morning On all these quiet nights Thinking bout my life thinking bout my past Thinking bout pain n start thinking bout that cash n Shawty text me now I'm thinking bout her ass Lately I been getting Sleep Courtesy of half the xan If I told what was on my mind Would you understand Would you sacrifice your whole life Just for Gods plan Yea ok Lately I been getting Sleep Courtesy of half the xan I told what was on my mind Would you understand Would you sacrifice your whole life Just for Gods plan Yea ok Lately I been getting Sleep Courtesy of half the xan Yea If I told what was on my mind Would you understand Would you sacrifice your whole life Just for Gods plan Yea ok Lately I been getting Sleep Courtesy of half the xan If I told what was on my mind Would you understand Would you sacrifice your whole life Just for Gods plan An I can never sleep through the morning Onall these quiet nights But you can rest assure thatMy spirit right Isay I can never sleep through the morning On these quiet nights Praying to Lord to get My spirit right Yea I say Lately I been Lately I been Lately I been Lately I been Lately I been getting sleep courtesy of Half a xannnn Yea If I told youuu wason my mind Would you understannnndddd Insomnia