Depression in the Recession

Duelling serotonin for a good time In the chasm of torn tendons Where there are no answers For the pain of clarity Oh wilful distance you know it cradles me A part in my bones, cold Words hidden behind my teeth I will always wait for you Never forget the grief of truth Fading lights are all I see I can feel you leaving me I'm reaching for any humanity A voiceless pre-gig end me please We crumble, we perish, we spoil Sweet arms carry me out of this coil Here's that morphines' fee Death clings to life with envy Growing colder with each memory Because I can feel you forgetting me I don't feel hurt, I don't feel pain Now I use patience to stay in my lane I sink my teeth, into your sadness A lifeline marked gold in one passage We clipped these wings, tore down our strength Decision marks the card, pale eyes I lament Calm the fire, a wandering soul Search for shelter, all alone Did I even know the real you It's like we're smashing glass With words we want to say This righteous anger To strike you down in prayers I am all that's passed, the hell incarnate You held me down, so I left that place