Alive

Toxins in my heart Toxins in my veins Lover call me war pig Course that I'm angry Forty-four plagues I survived like Christ Forty-four loved ones Dust in my eyes N that's why I can't Stand the light of the day And that's why I drink my breakfast away I'm just a little guilty of being alive I've beings alive That's why I even hate you tonight You do not let me go In this abysmal rabbit hole I survived like Christ I survived a plague I want to destroy it all F*ck it all Think you don't need it Finish it today But I know what you'll say You say My love You don't have to tell everyone that you My love You don't have to tell yourself that you survived Like Christ I want to destroy it all F*ck it all Think you don't need it Finish it today But I know what you'll say You say it But I know what you'll say But I know what you'll say My love You don't have to think you're the only My love You don't have to think living's unholy My god It's you My love You don't have to think you survivors' guilt Cry because crime wasn't done and I spilt Still there like hell My god Oh my god Lover call me Candyman Course this world's sinister Positive that God has a plan Well of course I got paid off to say all of this No it's really all ridiculous He's telling me He's missed company Dreaded thinking that he wanted more than me Death to brands: Heaven Hell They're not exclusive as you hope And that's why I've got this specific scope I wanna destroy it all F*ck it all Think I don't need it Finish it today But I know what you'll say You say But I know what you'll say You say it My love You don't have to think you never get to love again My love All the struggle too hard