Laura's Song V1

At the party, I was convinced With bitterness, I'd spend another night bored But your smile, your laughter, the curves that graced your joy Awoke in me the desire to rise, to know you, to protect Your hair dancing in the breeze, your laughter unforgettable I stood in awe of your kindness You shared your doubts, your fears, your complicated life Beyond the laughter, I saw a hidden struggle To stay in your heart, that was my cherished wish Days turned into talks, growing ever complex Reality struck, it was time for you to fly You were in love with him, I couldn't hide my envy You found happiness, brought joy to all around A joy that anyone could hope for and seek Time passed, our paths crossed again In a conversation, everything felt the same The same laughter, hearts filled with hope and desire Your joy for life, the urge to start anew I'm not the same, changed by the past and doubt Yet in your arms, the world stops, your scent fills the air For a moment, it's just us, I forget who I am The monster of anger and pain fades away You showed me it's time to move on, despite our desires I struggled, I fought, used every resource to advance Denied myself life, cried, and doubted, for a calmer existence But even victory left a bitter taste, for you weren't there to share I made the wrong choice, we drifted apart I tried to move on, but I can't forget you Spellbound, I'm drawn to you, your spirit, your charm Will you ever find the strength to forgive me Know that deep within, I've never forgotten you Be happy, live, embrace all life offers You'll always be stronger than I ever was, never will I forget