Having Fun

I tried to fake it Tried to take it back myself I've been leaving traces Putting blame on someone else But it's awful faking When you know what's up I can't stand the shaking Or the shame that keeps me up But it's over now I'm falling down I know what I've become I thought I could face it I was only having fun Can't feel you breathing But you're leaning in so close Words are so misleading But yours always hurt me most And it's sad to see I'm finished When I've only just begun I can't shake the feeling that I'm back where I belong But it's over now I'm falling down I know what I've become I thought I could face it I was only having fun But it's over now I'm falling down I know what I've become I thought I could face it I was only having fun