Solitaire

I've been wondering where my friends went I've got my Solitaire I'll be counting the cards in the night Make a grown man lose his mind, yeah Every stranger's got a dark stare Evil comes in disguise Give me one good reason to listen to your lies, Your lies And if I left, would you wonder where I went? Or be a drag and breathe in smoke, convince yourself your heart is broke, share free association looks, punch in your face 'til you feel shook I've been wondering if I'm still here Mark down the holiday, I'll be coming home soon Oh, we'll laugh The old days come rushing back Eat some breakfast in the bedroom, and tend to the roses in the garden You can tell them anything, Tell them you've dearly departed They'll understand They'll understand And if I left, would you wonder where I went? Or just have a ball, R.S.V.P., look in the mirror, Feel complete, Yeah, your skull is cracked from all those dreams, You're a living breathing fantasy