I Live In a Target

And I don't wanna talk to you Like I been through The same sad story you have And I don't wanna lie to you Like I could do this shit you know I cant And I know my backs been weak for thousands'a weeks And I know that I'm capped I know its all been freaks and anxious speak But I'm on my way back Don't tell me that its all in weight again I got too much left in these bloodied hands I been tryna let the mold grow through to the man I don't wanna be him but I need it again Its the only thing that save me From this shit I aint behavin' And aint no way its ever gonna take me back I've been tryna be the one But I don't want a son And everything feels like a fact Let me not go Let me not slow My heart Let me implode Let me explode At the start again Everything been feelin bit different since I live in a target man I don't got friends I got complacency and interest on my upper hand Aiming down again Hope you got the travel in Bullet path gone to shit so Don't tell me that you hate me Tell me love is all that's fading I don't got nothing to save it I did everything I don't need nothing again And I just deal my drugs and then I walked up out it in the street And I don't wanna know How the f*ck we gonna go back The roadmaps been burned black I don't now how I'm gon' pretend That you could've loved me Two years left of something But what the f*ck happened I been losing myself again I been losing all of my ends How the f*ck could you even pretend Let me not go Let me not slow My heart Let me implode Let me explode At the start again Everything been feelin bit different since I live in a target man I don't got friends I got complacency and interest on my upper hand Aiming down again Hope you got the travel in Bullet path gone to shit so