Complicated Silhouette

""Bitch must be crazy"" They say when they think that they made you And now get to break a piece off Invite you to lunch at their salon To try pastel child size dresses on One laced like a straightjacket Couldn't fit over my breasts Wool skirt like an earthworm casing wouldn't zip up around my hips I didn’t say a word Swore not to complain Held my arms Christlike while they made the best  of my silhouette My complicated silhouette My complicated silhouette I got a complicated silhouette CHORUS My m-my my my my my M-my my my my mind don’t come in sample size VERSE 2 “bitch must be crazy"" He said i was pretty and thought it was his turn to break a piece off Gave him a kiss Told him i felt nervous When I said “no thank you” he refused to stop Big nose, butterface Pray for skin so thick nothing penetrates I didn’t move an inch Swore i’d never say a thing Shut my eyes, imagining i was floating away from my silhouette I got a Complicated silhouette Complicated silhouette I got a complicated silhouette do you want what’s left? CHORUS My m-my my my my my M-my my my my mind Don’t come in sample size No it don’t come in sample size BRIDGE My summer goal was to go From a 6 to a 4 til 2 was too big All i wanted was to be a 10 Diet-coke, gluten free  Salad bar, skip the lunch Calorie count, binge  That’s when the shame hits me   VERSE 3 “Bitch must be crazy"" I said to the mirror I spent my last dollar defending myself Ran myself ragged with something so jagged The knife the world sharpened I turned on myself Full cups, full hips Where’d i leave my confidence? Disregard my intention Life’s a show without intermission Too curt, too quick Well shit, Have at me You want what’s left? Better up and hurry for my Complicated silhouette complicated silhouette I got a complicated silhouette I got a complicated silhouette Do you want what’s left? My m-my my my my my M-my my my my mind Don’t come in sample size No it don’t come in sample size No it don’t! My summer goal was to go From a 6 to a 4 til 2 was too big All I wanted was to be a 10 Diet-coke, gluten free  Salad bar, skip the lunch Calorie count, binge  That’s when the shame hits me Maybe then I’d love me Maybe then I’d love me Maybe then I would love me