Just Like You

I hide the pain bout as well as my emotions Mind is twisted like I drew it with convulsions I keep to myself don't trust many persons Cause last ones I did Went against me like versus So I vibe to the beat and spill it out in verses The pain killin' me puts these drum patterns in hearses An artist mind so deep and submersive I understand why we turn to drugs and substance Cause when you this scarred it's hard to trust love A pill will never judge me Weed might be loud but won't yell at me And I forget I'm alone when I let the liquor pour This my luck of the draw the way the dice roll I don't tell yall this for your sympathy I don't make music for you to pity me Just let me hit the theater and watch the symphony I'm my strongest enemy but also my best company This just how I see things Unpopular view I might be popular But I'm just like you I go through shit Hide it And then deal with it And go through something new Yeah I'm just like you This just how I see things Personal view You might disagree or see it the same too I'm empty inside but the bank account full Social media to stunt but its myself I can't fool This shit all distractions halting all my actions This comfort zone shit will keep you from advancing Hating my position but doing nothing to change it Why the hell is it so easy to be complacent Good things for those who wait So I try to be patient Better things for those that hustle So I try to race shit If you understand the concept you see why we stray quick We get caught in the middle and decide to stay, sit This life is a mission and it takes a toll No need for an Ipass Put those plans on hold It sucks we don't get wise until we get old Cause everything i learned, OG's already told This just how I see things Unpopular view I might be popular But I'm just like you I go through shit Hide it And then deal with it And go through something new Yeah I'm just like you One look at me and you'd think I'm fine You cant see the war that's raging in my mind Maybe you can relate but this fight Is one of a kind Appreciate your concern but I don't see you at my side Don't listen to reason despite all the reasons Can't let go of my ego So I can face my feelings Refuse to face my demons so I can start healing That's the cause and effect of this cycle that I'm living All my wounds are self inflicted Love and hate I'm self conflicted Hoping God'll come and fix it Do self pity got me addicted If so how do I change This emotional rage That has me hating the world For all the pain that it gave Ever since I lost Millie I never been the same But is me saying that just shifting the blame? If so how do I change the way my brain interprets pain? So I can keep my baby at my side as I go thru each day This just how I see things Unpopular view I might be popular But I'm just like you I go through shit Hide it And then deal with it And go through something new Yeah I'm just like you