Mental pain

Mystylez 969 Oh f*ck why I am so weak today Last time I was happy was bout a week away I've been sick all through even I'm sick today We found them bangles still on our wrist today I know they hating But I be waiting on em I know they faking But I be faking on em My heart been broken My head been aching all day I found my way through Even tho you on Ma way Can't fight this battle Alone I carry my cross anyway Mind world Driving me crazy all day Ain't getting high Ain't leaving earth today The road it dark Still I found my way Ma payroll hung But that check drop yesterday Everytime reminiscing Bout the past That's how I'm living life My heart Full of darkness and pain That's why I'm singing trap They thought I just drop bars But real fact I'm pouring out They said it'll be over for me While I'm just starting now I be solo since 13 But now I'm rapping fast Different grace We have depend on Which will last Shit Got me Like Oh f*ck Why I'm so weak today Last time I was happy was bout a week away I've been sick all through even I'm sick today We found them bangles still on our wrist today I know they hating But I be waiting on em I know they faking But I be faking on em My heart been broken My head been aching all day I found my way through Even tho you on Ma way Can't fight this battle Alone I carry my cross anyway Perc messing with my brain Those nights weeping on my bed Living life on the edge Tryna bury my past Till I figured my past my life But it never dies Yesterday keep coming back They said I'm rushing life I'm I really rushing life Could you even rush your life? Imma tell you I just live my life But it hurt when you ain't getting it back A dagger in my heart That's how I'm getting em back The pain is stuck in my heart A nigga down Bad I take pills errday Nigga trying hard To live now Nigga buying life Staking up Nigga grinding hard Still I'm not where I want And it got me like Oh f*ck Why I'm so weak today Last time I was happy was about a week away I've been sick all through even I'm sick today We found them bangles still on our wrist today I know they hating But I be waiting on em I know they faking But I be faking on em My heart been broken My head been aching all day I found my way through Even tho you on Ma way Can't fight this this battle Alone I carry my cross anyway Oh f*ck Why I'm so weak today Last time I was happy was about a week away I've been sick all through even I'm sick today We found them bangles still on our wrist today I know they hating But I be waiting on em I know they faking But I be faking on em My heart been broken My head been aching all day