Have to go (feat. Leaving Zero, Allyson Padilla & Ruben Hernandez)

Why'd you have to go? I don't know where to begin Diggin' up the memories of my friends This right here cant be the end Cant wait to see you again Why'd you have to go? I don't know where to begin Diggin' up the memories of my friends This right here cant be the end Cant wait to see you again I remember back in the days thru the haze so vividly Every verse we wrote we spoke turned cold lyrically Trying to turn my pain to fame im speaking seriously How can I pretend my friends ain't here physically? Another missed call so im never getting the message Thru all my pitfalls im searching thru the wreckage My memory recalls nothing its kinda hectic An endless freefall of how im so pathetic If I had a plan guaranteed you was with it A stand up kinda man never going to prison How can I amend for all of my decisions? Until we meet again I feel im unforgiven Never on time I find im missing everything Lost in my mind resigned to puffing mary jane Coping with the loss of a boss now that's some heavy rain I can hear you speak and I reach out for your hand again Why'd you have to go? I don't know where to begin Diggin' up the memories of my friends This right here cant be the end Cant wait to see you again Why'd you have to go? I don't know where to begin Diggin' up the memories of my friends This right here cant be the end Cant wait to see you again What up kid? Do you remember me? The one that swept you right out your feet Unfortunately you couldn't be Here to walk on your own two feet Cause cancer took you away from me Thanks for the belief you had in me I thank the lord for all the positive things you said to me If I didn't take them into consideration I wouldn't be half the man I be I still recall at one point you shaking some of the dust off me What I wouldn't do to just to chill wit your company I wish I had the power to rewind the hands of time so you could see a better me Thanks for letting me know even though I was going thru so much tragedy and misery I could make it back home and continue to be a great daddy And I say that freely and proudly Why'd you have to go? I don't know where to begin Diggin' up the memories of my friends This right here cant be the end Cant wait to see you again Why'd you have to go? I don't know where to begin Diggin' up the memories of my friends This right here cant be the end Cant wait to see you again We were so young when you left us Didn't give you enough love But I trust in your baseball glove Now your watching us from up above Tattooed your name on my ribs Why cant I see you again? Didnt feel real when you left us All I wanna do is give you a hug Why'd you have to go? I don't know where to begin Diggin' up the memories of my friends This right here cant be the end Cant wait to see you again Why'd you have to go? I don't know where to begin Diggin' up the memories of my friends This right here cant be the end Cant wait to see you again