It's Temporary

Late at night I’m thinking bout the things that got me here Time been creeping on me slowly all the evil things appear I been trynna keep my focus but it’s hard to keep it clear At some times I’m feeling hopeless but I know I’ll persevere Late at night I’m thinking bout the things that got me here Time been creeping on me slowly all the evil things appear I been trynna keep my focus but it’s hard to keep it clear At some times I’m feeling hopeless but I know I’ll persevere Bitch don’t hit my phone I’m in my zone no I don’t need no help Please leave me alone I’m in that mode I don’t even need myself I know I seem so well but we in hell So I stay in my shell It’s crazy how we live life daily but don’t go nowhere Oh well I guess this is the way I’m ‘pposed to be Walkin through the crowd Head down Hoping that nobody notice me I approach the beat so soulfully and openly The way I ride these strings is how a sofa be And know I play no games shoutout to Moseby And no, I can’t let nobody else close to me Hopefully one day I’ll free these chains cause they are choking me The demons they are poking making jokes but they can’t fold a G I ironed out the bullshit in my life and I ain’t leave no crease I smoke one but I roll three I tried to off the old me But now I’m staying hidden with the leaf like I’m Shinobi I try to keep my head up but the light is dimming slowly If you claim you love me then you better listen closely I don’t want to feel, this way, no more I don’t want to feel, this pain, no more I just want to spread, my wings, and soar I don’t want to feel, this way, no more I just want to live I don’t want to feel, this way, no more I don’t want to feel, this pain, no more I just want to spread, my wings, and soar I don’t want to feel, this way, no more I just want to live Boy I’m trapped inside my mental, I mean my temple I had to go grab the pencil ‘stead of the pistols for my issues I promise I ain’t no bitch I’m just seeing the bigger picture I had to make a switch before the demons slowly entered Finally, I’m revealin' I feel like my soul been hidden I’ve written forbidden scriptures to defeat all of my enemies dismiss em This my life and imma live it how I want to You ain’t check on me to see what I was going through I see the finish line and I’m gone sprint to it like R2 I’m hard to understand or comprehend so I can’t fault you If we made a plan 9 out of 10 its gonna fall through It’s not that I don’t like you its just my bed is where I toggle Between this reality And different dreams This life not like what it seems On movie screens And I don’t want to feel This way No more I don’t want to feel, this way, no more I don’t want to feel, this pain, no more I just want to spread, my wings, and soar I don’t want to feel, this way, no more I just want to live I don’t want to feel, this way, no more I don’t want to feel, this pain, no more I just want to spread, my wings, and soar I don’t want to feel, this way, no more I just want to live This way I don’t want to feel This pain I don’t want to feel This way I don’t want to feel this way Late at night I’m thinking bout the things that got me here Time been creeping on me slowly all the evil things appear I been trynna keep my focus but it’s hard to keep it clear At sometimes I’m feeling hopeless but I know I’ll persevere Late at night I’m thinking bout the things that got me here Time been creeping on me slowly all the evil things appear I been trynna keep my focus but it’s hard to keep it clear At sometimes I’m feeling hopeless but I know I’ll persevere