shriveling (cause to feel worthless or insignificant)

I'm still trucking Ducking fucking people Walkin on a line, so thin You´d think it was a needle Stuck in muck And steady sinking Overthinking Staring at the ceiling Leaking fucking feelings uh But im still stepping Aint a need for no weapon Wrestlin fuckin stressing My depression kickin from The past up to the present stress keeps fucking pressing-uh But i'm still trucking Ducking fucking people Sleep with a need For somethin lethal Mind is reaping me it Seems im out my mental Screams from dreams My instrumentals Walk with an umph Ill fix your dentals Okay I be living My fucking body's shriveling, cripplin From all these fucked addictions, wishin I cant miss it when you switching Keep on fucking flippin uh Okay I be living My fucking body's shriveling, cripplin From all these fucked addictions, wishin I cant miss it when you switching Keep on fucking flippin uh