Wolf in Sheep Skin

You never mentioned feeling that way before Is there something hiding behind your closet door? Told you how I felt, told everyone else to go to hell Addiction signs came, you said to me you need no one's help I sat on the curb and conjured some words to figure out What exactly it is that I'm so scared about Told you how I felt, told everyone else I needed help I came to you, you said to me I could go to hell And I never want to do this again I'll cut off my ties so I'm not under your skin The world is alive but I'm happy feeling dead Just to kill all of the thoughts in my head... You thought I'd come back if you shined up your lips You felt the regret through my fingertips You didn't know I was losing my way Puncture my skin feed it in through my veins I'm not okay Having panic attacks on a picnic bench 'Cause nothing helps when I feel like this And I don't want to quit drinking again I just want to quit drinking alone