Raindrops Tonight (Demo)

I left it broken once again It's always what I do I convince myself of passion and love But it's never the right "you" I don't think my heart has been ready I don't think I am strong My friends tell me differently But insecurities tell me they're wrong So where should I go now Been looking for help In all the wrong ways ooh-ooh-ooh And still, As I listen to the raindrops slowly dripping As I lie awake thinking of you I don't know what I'm looking to find And I don't know if it's true I wondered last night if your glances Were just in my mind I hoped they weren't, secretly But still, I pretend to be blind I watched your hands as you were strumming I felt your heart beat through the chords Is this even a place we can stay Is it pain my heart can afford So where should we go now I've been looking for help In all the wrong ways ooh oo-oo-ooh And still I listen to the raindrops slowly dripping As I lie awake thinking of you