Look Up (Demo)

Can't you see how I am fading fast Can't last, stuck in the past with all my mistakes No one seems to see how I can't take much more Can't you see that I am trying to go Want to know where to go, what my life is gonna be No one seems to see how I really want to leave But my life looks up when the weather goes down I have to get out of this small town I feel like I was made for something more What am I looking for Can't you see that I just want to know What to do with myself, why do I stay here with you No one seems to see how I just want to know But my life looks up when the weather goes down I have to get out of this small town I feel like I was made for something more What am I looking for Am I trying, trying way too much To find the one thing that I can't seem to touch But why can't I seem to find anything Should I just stop looking (oh) When I walk out the door I feel the weight of all of the emotions around me When life is directed (And my wants aren't reflected) I feel the weight of the world drag me down, down, down As I look up, up, up But my life looks up when the weather goes down I have to get out of this small town My life looks up when the weather goes down I have to get out of this small town I feel like I was made for something more What am I looking for Am I trying, trying way too much To find the one thing that I can't seem to touch But why can't I seem to find anything Do I just stop looking (oh)