The Victim

I'm alone again Lost control again Thought I knew my path It was broken Into A million pieces I could give you a million reasons I've been through All of these seasons, But every explanation would fall flat 'Cause I don't really know And I don't really care No matter what I do it'll always be there In the back of my mind In the midst of my dreams It'll always be there to remind me Of the girl that I was and never meant to be [01:12.75] I have been a victim way too long It's time to be a survivor Had enough of my mind's hold on me I'll throw my thoughts in the fire Along with every part of me That won't let the old things die I'll let it all reduce to ash As smoke fills up the sky [01:55.42] I've been holding back for so long I've been praying I'll remain strong I've been taking it day by day But I hear that grave calling my name So I take this fight down to just mere seconds I was taught that life was precious Tell me did I learn my lesson My lesson Did I learn my lesson