Coma

How the hell did I get here? What's the day? What's the year? I barely recognize this bed that I just woke up in You dress yourself up as a dream Sweet talked 'til I fell asleep Convinced myself it was more peaceful just letting you in Hid your red flags well and damn, I bought it 'Cause I spent four years in knowing what I wanted I might as well have been dead The way you fucked with my head Couldn't tell up from down No voice to make a sound I must've not been awake Too numb to see your mistakes You probably liked it that way, hey I blame myself, I should've known I must've been stuck in a coma I should've known (should've know) How the hell did I get here? The hold you had on me, it disappeared It's like the curtains opened up and let the sunlight in (Now I see you for the person you are) (You only wanted me when I was in the dark) You had the advantage, yeah, you were conscious (That I was walkin' 'round nearly unresponsive) I might as well have been dead The way you fucked with my head Couldn't tell up from down No voice to make a sound I must've not been awake Too numb to see your mistakes You probably liked it that way, hey I blame myself, I should've known I must've been stuck in a coma I should've known I should've known I should've known Hid the red flags well and damn, I bought it (Damn, I bought it) Can't get those four years back but damn, I wanna (I wanna) I might as well have been dead The way you fucked with my head Couldn't tell up from down No voice to make a sound (make a sound) I must've not been awake (Too numb to see your mistakes) You probably liked it that way, hey I blame myself, I should've known I must've been stuck in a coma I should've known (should've known, should have known) I should've known (should've known)