Layers of Damage

You might start to get lost in life You might think that you're feeling sad (about something) That you've never actually felt The last thing you had wasn't worst I had a time in life when I lost a bit of myself I never thought I could be the same again And then the good times came into my life again But it didn't heal my heart before it broke again 'Cause when I had my first love I thought you wouldn't leave 'Cause I I've been broken two times So now when the time comes 'round And I get a new chance To try to recover myself again It's harder to fix this time Everything takes time But the sun will shine again I keep trying but I'm torn again Every time I start to bleed again Healing just to be hurt a little more 'Cause when I had my first love I thought you wouldn't leave And now I'm all alone But I'm still holding on oh-oh-oh