Hell I Bring

I'm a mess I'm a mess This I confess Willingly I can't fade out I can't fade out gracefully I was born in a train wreck I was raised in a house of open flames So you can't blame me You can't blame me for the hell I bring Is this a test Is this a test God, are you still on my side Do you still love me Or have I fucked up too many times Does my language offend you Well, sometimes I offend myself Does my heart still hold a spark Oh, I guess only time will tell Yeah you know Yeah you know Don't act like you don't know 'Cause I get tired I get so tired of the show Cannot smile Cannot smile Can't lay it on the way you do The world looks different Once your heart goes black and blue Is this a test Is this a test God, are you still on my side Do you still love me Or have I fucked up too many times Does my language offend you Well, sometimes I offend myself Does my heart still hold a spark Oh, I guess only time will tell Do you see me come down Miles and miles away Do you see me come down Miles and miles from me I could use you right now Do you see me in my town I could use you right now Do you see me now I could use you right now Do you see me in this town Do you see me Do you see me now Do you see me coming down Do you see me now Do you see me coming down