(Perhaps) We Found Love

If distance makes a heart grow fonder Perhaps I should go yonder instead of trying to call her Botherin, the girl that I wanna have sons and daughters with But when I'm there with you it's always marvelous I wanna' go back to right where we started this Make less mistakes and be a little more confident Perhaps, things would be different if I had listened To wisdom and not my heart and it's cowardly intuition Like, back when I was watching you in your kitchen Doing dishes eating pasta you made me that was delicious Perhaps, I could've saved it if I never got faded Overcome the issues and hadn't been so evasive And then I flashback to some moments When we were, less friends more, opponents It's true and you know it Other times you abrasive, I'm frustrated And hatin' myself 'cause I'm in love with someone I hated Perhaps I'm talkin' too crazy, and I just shouldn't say it But I can't talk to you about it I tried to be patient Music is like a therapist and I am the patient It always feels like all my effort's entirely wasted I lost too many for me to act like I'm okay with The way that you keep me waitin', the way that you leave me hangin' Ye'en know I had a problem with abandonment What you do when you mad? You abandon this Just to count all the times I need an abacus How you always goin' overboard yea abandon ship You don't know that you be hurtin' me deep, huh You don't know that I've been hurtin' for weeks, huh Remember when I held your hand to be sweet? You ask me if I do this stuff with every girl that I meet Huh, how many times did I meet you on campus when I waited 'til you came out when your classes end? You think I'm tryna' run game so you ain't havin' it When the truth is I just really need you back again I ain't trippin for who hear this if you don't relate I had to put this on wax like a glowin' flame I know it's real 'cause the feelings never go away So I hold onto my love in this hopeless place And I ain't mean to hit you with no sad words But I love you even when you on my last nerve If it's over and this ends up as my last word I still pray for you even if we are on bad terms Yeah, and this the realest song I ever wrote These are the realest lyrics that I ever spoke I did a whole mixtape just to let her know If she don't get it now that it's finished then she'll never know BLAOW That's when I retaliated, I snapped I went and hit another chick from the back, simple as that Since you always end up missin in action Over-the-counter prescription for detachment Nah, I ain't hit it over the counter Over the bed a lil less than an hour and got the head I'm wilin', that ain't true I was only freestylin' I wouldn't do that or even think about it, I'm an island UGH Nowadays I been feeling more impotent Cant get up with these women in my emptiness I erected the pencil to pen sentences Now the ink orgasm in the penmanship She loves me, she loves me not, aww She loves me, she loves me not, yall She loves me? She must've forgot How I'm buried underground in a heart-shaped box Like Valentines Day of the Dead Roses lay at my head, women crying for me making a mess, ugh We found love in a hopeless place We found love in a hopeless place We found love in a hopeless place We found love in a hopeless place