Simple & Clean (Sometimes)

I know a girl name Nebi but I call her Neb sometimes She's always in my head sometimes I wanna bring her breakfast in bed sometimes That's right, OJ with the eggs sometimes I wanna give her the best but I Unintentionally get the girl upset sometimes Ugh, I'm just happy that we text sometimes Write about her 'til the ink that's in my pen runs dry ugh It seem like the closer I get The closer I get to go back to square one I wanna chill she wanna turn up It's harder to tell when shes sober or drunk right? She's pro at this, mad shots no assists I'm over here tryna' master the art of throwing fists I think I text her too much, I nearly broke my wrist She responds the colder my little shoulder gets Sometimes I'm ignorin' her when I'm growin' sick And sometimes she responds to when I'm emotionless Sometimes, sometimes everything is sometimes Sometimes it's nightfall, sometimes it's sunrise She be sayin I'm judgin, I just wanted her safe Some of the time, my sincerity starts a debate And then it seem like she be talkin' for argument's sake Somebody tell me how I ended up noddin' to Drake? I'm playin' all of his albums like I sorta' relate It's cause of Nebiat I feel like this artist is great I done dropped more chicks than a hatchery Hoping I could prove that I'd rather she would get back to me That demeanor attracted me, in the past tense Cause now that I think about it I kinda feel like it's bad for me She's mistaking my flattery for cajolery But I'm a writer I express thoughts openly And at the end of the day I just want her close to me Kinda scared to trust her but I laugh about it jokingly Nah... this ain't how it was supposed to be Nah, this ain't how it was supposed to be And at the end of the day I just want her close to me So I'ma take a chance and see the way the story goes for me My homie told me yo you trippin, forget it Cubano This really isnt Rolando, quit wit the silliness pronto Maybe he right but when she's with me the feelin is great We chilled and we ate, it was nothin' too serious, wait He says he's worried that i might just be sealing my fate I told my brother that's a chance that I'm willing to take Ridiculously, now I'm feelin' fickle and weak-hearted I guess that heartache's a legitimate thing Kinda brittle, and I'm feeling belittled and meek This isn't me, but you got me feeling simple and clean Alright, how many songs have I written for you? Recorded and spit em for you? Cuz emotionally I've always been loyal That doesnt seem to be an adequate plan of attack For preventin' all your infamous vanishing acts Where we talk, you get pissed, disappear and come back You wonder why I don't trust you but look where we was at But I'm supposed to believe that you really happy With the memories we had when you treatin' me like a plan B It's craziness if you ask me, so don't ask I ain't never been a yellow-belly topaz wasn't my shade On that great big color array Blue or yellow aren't up for display But nowadays its kinda lookin' like my color is gray I'm chasing you but maybe I should just be running away I had to vent I was sick of playing the pacifist Hearts EP intro to the tracklist Simple and Clean