i'm in new york tonight

I didn't listen to the voicemail that you left  It would've take all the life that I had left  Now tonight I'm in your city  But I know I can't take you with me now  So I just need to know you won't reach out  Leave me  You know I'll be fine  Leave me  Alone this time  You know how long I've felt this  You wish I was helpless  But you're still fucking selfish  And I'm still a shell of myself so  Leave me  Alone tonight  I think I might have given you  Too much of me I think i might have crossed a line  That we can't see I ended up at subway stations  Thinking that I was escaping you  But you're a pattern I still fade into  Leave me  You know I'll be fine  Leave me  Alone this time  You know how long I've felt this  You wish I was helpless  But you're still fucking selfish  And I'm still a shell of myself so  Leave me  Alone tonight  You know how long I've felt this  You wish I was helpless  But you're still fucking selfish  You're still fucking selfish You know how long I've felt this  You wish I was helpless  But you're still fucking selfish  You're still fucking selfish You know how long I've felt this  You wish I was helpless  But you're still fucking selfish  You're still fucking selfish You know how long I've felt this  You wish I was helpless  But you're still fucking selfish  Leave me alone tonight Leave me alone tonight