new habits

Taking smoke breaks way too often I'm fogging my windows up I sleep all day just to process To be honest I'm all fucked up I try to be complacent but You're always in my face and You're asking why I'm wasted While you're wasting all my time Not surprised we never lasted You say you hate the way I'm acting but I'm the one you fucking gaslit I'm not gonna move past it You can't love me with the baggage But you're the one who did the damage so I don't need another conversation I just need new habits I'm so attached to the madness I hate you I love you still Numbing the pain with attraction It's fucked but I need that thrill I try to be complacent but You're always in my face and You're asking me to stay and You don't give a f*ck that I'm Not surprised we never lasted You say you hate the way I'm acting but I'm the one you fucking gaslit I'm not gonna move past it You can't love me with the baggage But you're the one who did the damage so I don't need another conversation I just need new habits I just need new habits