Start With Me

I've been thinking a lot About what I want And I don't know why my head Can't figure this out but I've been Trying to rationalize Why all good things must die I'm not ready to see the end Of a life that was so worth living Cold days in the morning sun In gas station parking lots I've never felt this feeling before Like maybe it's worth looking back At where I've been What I've done The people I've seen The things that I want A whole world is waiting A whole world is waiting for us But I always said that I wanted to leave Until I got to the place that I wanted to be And I realized My life can't change until I start with me I've been thinking a lot About the demons I've fought And I don't know why my friends Can't figure this out but I've been Trying to blend myself in With the chaos, the noise, and the sin I'm not ready to show the world The person that I really am Warm days wishing on the moon Lying along the places I've walked on a thousand times or more Maybe it's worth looking back At where I've been What I've done The people I've seen The things that I want A whole world is waiting A whole world is waiting for us I've been getting pretty bored Of doing puzzles all day Putting together the pieces Of if it will all be okay And I'll be honest I thought I'd changed I didn't know that things would stay the same I guess I can't expect the world to fall into place Always said that I wanted to leave Until I got to the place that I wanted to be And I realized My life can't change until I start with me I always said that I wanted to leave Until I got to the place that I wanted to be And I realized My life can't change until I start with me