The Better Me

Glowing radiance Kind effervescence Light and free She's all I wanna be Thriving in every way Striving for the best each day She lives and breathes Perfection to a tee And I can almost see her If I close my eyes and visualize her face I can almost be her And the gap between us could dissipate She's the better me The girl of my daydreams Perfect body Beautiful and rich We'd be one if I'd be consistent So I get inspired to change my ways But it only lasts for a few days Because I see the better me Is light years away Journal therapy Living healthily Night and day My actions start to change But the past is calling me Leaving fast is my self-mastery Just like waves My motivation fades And I could almost reach her If I broke free from my ruinous routine I could almost be her I'm so tired of missing what I'm meant to be She's the better me The girl of my daydreams Perfect body Beautiful and rich We'd be one if I'd be consistent So I get inspired to change my ways But it only lasts for a few days Because I see the better me Is light years away For years I've had the fear of betterment Because dysfunction is all I've ever known But I will reverse the curse my ancestors underwent I know I won't be alone And my transgressions I will own I will reclaim my throne I know the better me Is not out of reach We share a spirit Share a soul It's not too late to achieve my goals If she can do it So can I And my dreams don't have to pass me by I know the better me Is not out of reach We share a spirit Share a soul It's not too late to achieve my goals If she can do it So can I And my dreams don't have to pass me by Because me and the better me will surely intertwine